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3d2n Holiday Package

3h2n holiday package in HTAR, Klang, what did I get? - A whole new bunch of experiences, since it was my 1st time for this 28 years life of mine being warded in the hospital.. Plus, as a mother to take care of my 'lil one at as her early as 7th day of life.

As always, I'm not thinking much, I just wanted to be there for my daughter (she was admitted a night earlier). After giving birth, there's nothing much I could do for her at home, neither for myself. Husband and mama were quite hesitated that I can handle my daughter myself at the hospital. Even at first we thought that there would be me and husband to take care of me Zuhairah.

I went straight to 6th floor with Abah Zuhairah when we reached the hospital at about 9 o'clock that morning. I was told by a nurse there to breastfeed Zuhairah. The last night doctor asked

me whether the 'lamp' (the phototherapy lamp) has been switched off. I just said yes, because the lamp was no longer there. It means that Zuhairah has been 'lamped' for the entire night. I was relieved to not to see her under the lamp. It can tear my heart.

A nurse told me, Zuhairah will have to wait for the dr. pakar to check her and then we both will be placed at the Yellow Zone, at the ground floor. Oh, I forgot to mention, Abah Zuhairah was waiting outside the 6C ward, alone and curious. I continued the breastfeeding. When she's done, I put her back on her bed and went out to see her Abah for a while to tell him the situation. Dr. pakar said Zuhairah's jaundice is ok, need no lamp anymore, they just have to monitor her rashes on her forehead and some of here and there.

It was almost 11 a.m. when we went down to Yellow Zone. Zuhairah was sleeping. For the whole 3d2n there, Zuhairah didn't cry for no reason, (She's a very nice girl :) She just cried went she's hungry. It was the 2nd night that cried for milk for every 30 minutes from 3.30 a.m. to 7.00 a.m. And the next morning I was so sleepy... huhu.

I made some friends there, especially, Sabarina and her baby, Alisya Ramadhani (was born on 1st Ramadhan) which was at the next bed to me. We shared stories about us and our babies. I made friends in the pantry as well when we had lunch or dinner. So many stories about their experiences that I can learn from. The doctors and nurses were all very kind. Zuhairah, we have to thank them so much, ok. Doctors with their very well explanation, nurse with theirs helps and guidance. I learnt how to wrap Zuhairah nicely. I learnt how to clean Zuhairah the right way (for I never change her diaper before I reach the hospital). I learnt how to breastfeed her the right way too.

I learnt the most important thing, how to take care of my daughter at the most! I don't want to ever come back again! I was touched when I texted Abah Zuhairah, "Lepas ni kte jaga Zuhairah betul2 ye.." I have to know a lot of things to take the best care of Zuhairah. I just can't stop learning on that. I've learnt that I can be independent, not to depend too much on Nenek Mama and Abah Zuhairah. My walk at the hospital was much faster than as home. That was what really made Nenek Mama worry. Hm.. I don't know, I just felt stronger. Zuhairah made me stronger. She was the source of my strength. That's what Allah given me.

I learnt things that I would not learn if I wasn't there. Allah made everything for reason. He knows the best. Thank Allah for this opportunity. And the great feeling, (a mixture, indescribable feeling) when we were told that we'll be discharged and the moment when we left the Yellow Zone.

Ya Allah, please, give Zuhairah a good health to grow up to be a good kid. Give us (Mama & Abah) strength to raise Zuhairah the right Islamic way to be a person that useful for Islam. Ameen, ya Allah...

2011 Resolution: A Wish List

Once, I heard a motivator said, we must write everything that we want. And many successful people achieved what they want by writing it on a piece (or pieces) of paper. Well, in Islam, we cannot believe it just happened like that, just because we write our dream or wish on paper. Allah has wrote everything and we have to make efforts to achieve what we want, and not to forget to raise our hands and make doa :)

But, psychologically, writing them on paper might be effective rather than just having a thought of them. For me, I might see them clearly rather that they scattered on my brain without focus (because they are too many dreams! haha!).

So, this is my list :)

1. Getting married - Done actually :)

2. Buying a car - Also done - An Elite Viva 1.0, Auto lagi :) (Now my husband dah pandai sket2 drive :D - Skang dh malas nk drive.. bia dia je drive.. ;P

3. Having a baby (Anak2 yg soleh, dan dapat membantu agama Allah)

4. Nak gi Mekah dengan Hubby :)

5. Nak tulis buku..

6. Nak jadi motivator (A professional one, :) hehe)

7. Nak habiskan at least 10 buah buku setahun. Plus nak selalu habiskan baca majalah Solusi yang selalunya sekerat jalan or skip2..

8. Nak score 100% in English, so far, still ada 2 orang.

9. Nak more and more score A in English, Alhamdulillah, after 2 years, 3 orang :)

10. Nak score A at least 10 orang KH.

11. Nak gi Aquaria!! - Done!! Dah g.. hubby bawak.. :D Thanks Hubby..!

12. Nak gi lagi Pulan Perhentian..

My Passion - Part 2

Filling the form, I just follow some people said, this course is easy to take and to get. Office Management and Technology, pasal keje2 pejabat kot.. no idea what is the study about..

Excited! To get a place in a university :) Never thought of that despite of my poor results.. But Alhamdulillah.. Rezeki Allah bagi... :)

Saya dapat belajar di luar negeri, hehe.. (luar negeri Selangor.. ;p) Buat pertama kalinya berpisah jauh dari mama abah, but I have my cousin studying there at that time, Sarah. Like I said, more to excited.. tak rasa takut sangat..

I'm a latecomer ;p Ini pengakuan yg sgt sincere. Malu, nak berubah.. hm.. Harap2 boleh.. huhu, so, my first class, kena duduk depan sebab datang lambat, setiap yang berlaku ada hikmah kan.. Saya percaya itulah titik tolaknya.. Orang cakap, duduk lagi depan, lagi banyak ilmu boleh dapat, so, setiap hari itulah tempat saya, kawan pun takde, tak berapa nak bercomunicate dengan orang, as a result, I have become, more focus.

Semakin score quiz ke quiz, test ke test. 3.60 GPA semester pertama. Anugerah Dekan. Saya pun tak sangka saya jadi pelajar cemerlang di Universiti :) (actually ramai lagi yang cemerlang, cuma saya ni, tak berapa hebat antara yang cemerlang.. ;p) 3.70 in the second semester, 3.50 3rd, 3.80 4th.. Semester kelima praktikal, just lulus or gagal sahaja, so, just carry forward the CGPA 3.6 something rasanya masa tu.. Tapi, biasa la.. makin lama, makin selesa, makin main. Saya mempunyai peluang cerah untuk dapat Anugerah Naib Canselor. Tapi, bukan nak salahkan kawan2, tapi memang seronok duduk sebilik dengan 2 orang classmate yang lain, pakat2 skip class sama2.. haha.. results.. 3.12 GPA for the final semester.. Melayang Anugerah Naib Canselor, tak dapat nak jadi orang yang ke-13 dalam diploma tu nak pakai selempang. (Ada 12 orang penerima Anugerah Naib Canselor Diploma saya tahun tu) I graduated my Diploma with 3.52 CGPA. Subjek OB (Organizational Behavior) dapat C. Banyak betul nak kena baca... Huhu.. Alasan.. ;p

With a quite good diploma results, I applied to change field for my Bachelor. Perasan pandai! Applied for Bachelor of Business Administration (Business Economics) in (still) UiTM. Bila orang tanya, saya jawab, "Tak nak jadi secretary dah, nak jadi boss pulak," (Office Management and Technology is mostly about becoming a secretary or a P.A, Personal Assistant). Rezeki jugak, Allah bagi :) saya dapat. Terus dapat pada hujung bulan November 2004 selepas tamat Diploma Oktober 2004 (Sempat lagi keje kat Mydin dalam 3 minggu).

Perasan sangat! Subjek tough2.. Langsung takde dapat A, kecuali subjek Mandarin, CGPA? 2.9 something... Frust toksah cakap... Strive gile macam daki gunung 95 darjah... tapi, ntahlah... dah jadi average balik.. - to be continued

Rise and Shine

Rise and Shine

Dear today, here I come

Fair bright and just right

You're even more glitter than the star of last night

Wonder what on earth Allah will destine me this time

Rise and shine

Fair and bright

Just fine

Smile and sigh

All are given with whys

So that we thank Allah

That's just the reason why we're on His land

Future is open even is decided

Lets Allah gives us strength and faith

To live in this world and hereafter

Towards Jannah

by T.R

17 October 2010

8 something in the morning..

(^__^)

Blessingsssssssssssssssssssss

"Sesungguhnya rahmat-Ku mendahului murka-Ku" - Hadith Qudsi.

Day 41

Blessing, blessing, blessing.. that's all I got. Being a wife on the day of 41th. Time flies. I am now a wife. A year ago, no boyfriends, no special one, no crush, no one got crush on me (huhu) never thought of them all.. jauh sekali untuk berkahwin.. Hm.. Simple.. That's called Jodoh, Qada' and Qadar.. and all I wanna say, ALHAMDULILLAH.. :D All praises only for Him.. The Almighty..

I'm not a good girl. But thanks to Allah, for me having my parents.. and everything I've gone through.. cehh.. cam banyak sangat plak pengalaman hidup.. bajet leh wat travelog.. haha ;P Agak bersosial juga dulu.. berfesyen.. kesimpulannya, tak muslimah langsung, solat pun lubang2.. Tapi, saya suka Hadith Qudsi yang saya petik di atas.. Ya, semua orang lakukan kesilapan, yang penting, kita kembali... NIKMAT ALLAH MEMANG TAK TERHINGGA..

Allah kurniakan saya seorang suami, Muhammad Zulfadhli bin Yusof.. :D (I am now speechless, thinking of this) jari2 saya kaku sementara di papan keyboard.. Saya cuma mampu berdoa, Allah tetapkan hati, tetapkan iman.. Semoga Allah tunjukkan kami jalan yang lurus.. Jalan menuju keredhaannya, dan anugerahkan kami zuriat yang membantu agama-Nya.

Antara post saya yang terawal, "Kita kena sentiasa bersyukur.." It's all back to that again. I promise to never PANDANG KE BELAKANG lagi. Kerana itu semua kunci PEROSAK HATI saya YANG DAPAT MELUPAKAN SEGALA NIKMAT YANG ALLAH BAGI..

Saya berdoa, hari ini, esok dan hari2 seterusnya, saya akan sentiasa bersyukur.. dan teruskan menjalani hidup dengan sebaik2nya...

Thank You Allah (Alhamdulillah)

I was so far from you

Yet to me you were always so close

I wandered lost in the dark

I closed my eyes toward the signs

You put in my way

I walked everyday

Further and further away from you

Ooooo Allah, you brought me home

I thank You with every breath I take.

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

I never thought about

All the things you have given to me

I never thanked you once

I was too proud to see the truth

And prostrate to you

Until I took the first step

And that’s when you opened the doors for me

Now Allah, I realized what I was missing

By being far from you.

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Allah, I wanna thank You

I wanna thank you for all the things that you’ve done

You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost

You guided me from all the ways that were wrong

And did you give me hope

O Allah, I wanna thank you

I wanna thank You for all the things that you’ve done

You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost

You guided me from all the ways that were wrong

I wanna thank You for bringing me home

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Artist: Maher Zain

Album: Thank You Allah

Copyright: Awakening Records 2009

My Passion - Part 1

I was a very average student back then. Well, in Tadika Ikhwan (now PASTI Ikhwan) (1988-1989), Sekolah Rendah Islam Al-Farabi (1990-1995) and Sekolah Rendah Agama Kg. Delek (1993-1995) I was quite a scorer ;) I didn't take UPSR, because SRIF-a private school just started at that time. But I did take SPRA (now PSRA) and I got 89.8%. Abah had applied Sekolah Agama Menengah Tinggi Hisamuddin (now Sekolah Agama Menengah Tinggi Sultan Hisamuddin) in Kg. Jawa for me, and I had to stay in hostel back in 1996 when I was in Form 1. Form 1 Aminah at that time.

SAMTSH is until now quite a big school. Big, in terms of the students achievements. Sekolah orang2 yang pandailah senang cakap, out of the schools in Selangor ni. But still bagus tak bagus pelajar bukanlah pada sekolah 100%. Ia sebenarnya lebih cenderung kepada pelajar itu sendiri. Buktinya, pelajar Sekolah Menengah Islam Al-Farabi (SMIF), pun pernah ada straight-A student.. best student PMR 2009, 8A-Mohd. Khairul Nizam Abdul Ghani. Saya cuma dapat 3A sahaja di SAMTH pada tahun 1998. Semua salah saya sendiri... Banyak main, mula duduk rumah after 2 years stayed in the hostel, alasannya, nak tuisyen luar... Tapi adakah betul2 tuisyen??

Walaubagaimanapun, dengan 3A saya mendapat tawaran untuk menyambung Tingkatan 4 di Sekolah Teknik Klang dalam jurusan Perniagaan. Namun dengan hati yang tidak rela, saya menyambung pengajian di SAMTH dan mengambil Sijil Menengah Agama (SMA). Jika Tingkatan 1 saya di kelas Aminah (masuk secara rawak, tanpa ada ranking kelas), Tingkatan 2 saya di kelas Fatimah, kelas ke-4 daripada 6 kelas. Tingkatan 3 saya di kelas Zainab, kelas ke-5. Oh, makin merosot rupanya... Hm... Masuk ke Tingkatan 4, saya kekal di kelas Zainab :) kelas ke-5 daripada 5 kelas :( Menjadi batch pertama SPM Tingkatan 4 yang mengambil sijil terbuka, Pengajian Syariah Islamiyyah, Pendidikan Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah, Prinsip Akaun dan Matematik Tambahan sebagai subjek elektif. Tetapi, pada Peperiksaan Akhir Tahun, markah Add Math saya ialah 5/100. Saya dan beberapa rakan senasib dipanggil cikgu. Kami diberi pilihan untuk sama ada meneruskan atau menukar subjek Add Math kepada Ekonomi Asas. Saya memilih untuk mengambil subjek Ekonomi Asas. Mula belajar Ekonomi Asas di Tingkatan 5 Fatimah (masih kelas terakhir), Ekonomi Asas Tingkatan 5 pada waktu persekolahan dan Tingkatan 4 pada setiap Sabtu (kelas tambahan-Terima kasih Cikgu Hajar)

Tidak minat dengan subjek SMA, saya buat deal dengan mak saya, "Ma, leh tak akak tak lulus SMA?", "SMA tu untuk ape?", "SMA tu, kalau lulus leh amik STAM, pastu leh g Mesir.." jawab saya jujur. "Ok," Mama bagi green light. Tapi saya masih ingat, saya ada jugak hafal sikit2. Terutamanya subjek Feqah Tauhid, subjek yang saya agak minat, sebab agak senang dan saya dapat Jayyid untuk subjek tersebut dan Maqbul (Lulus) untuk semua subjek lain.

Naik ke Tingkatan 5, saya makin nakal, keluar bandar dan balik rumah tanpa izin. (Saya masuk semula ke asrama, kononnya nak struggle untuk SPM selepas 2 tahun duduk di rumah - banyak menghadap tv). Akhirnya keputusan SPM saya tersangatlah sederhana. BM-3B, BI-6C, BAT-5C, Math-5C, Sains-3B, Sejarah-4B, PSI-5C, PQS-5C, Prinsip Akaun-8E dan Ekonomi Asas-5C.

That is why I said I was a very average student.

After SPM, I had applied for Matrix, UPU as well as Polytechnic. After Raya in 2001, in the age of 18, I applied to work as a cashier in Mydin, Klang Town while waiting for University offers. I didn't get thru to Matrix, UPU neither Polytechnic in May intake. So, I had to continue the working. End of the year I had applied for Universiti Teknologi MARA (UiTM) and Alhamdulillah.. Rezeki Allah bagi.. I was accepted as the student of Office Management and Technology Faculty undertaking Diploma of Office Management and Technology and that was the beginning... - to be continued.. :)